Loss

First came denial
You said you don't love me anymore
Of course you don't know what you want
We can work through our differences
I will hold your ears and apologise
And you will understand I am crazy
And we will be together again
And happy

Then came anger
You said you don't love me anymore
So what were we doing so far?
Was everything we dreamt of a lie?
Every single moment we spent together a dream?
How can it all mean nothing to you?

Then came bargaining
You said you don't love me anymore
But I can love you enough for the both of us
I can wait some more time
Till you make a career
Till your family accepts us
Till you love me again

Then came depression
You said you don't love me anymore
So here I am sitting alone
Breaking sandcastles we built together
Dealing with your memories
The very habits which helped me deal with your absence
Don't let me be

Acceptance will come along
You said you don't love me anymore
And I will accept that this is what you truly want
And the tiny differences have become monsters now
And the crazy which was adorable is unbearable now
And we will not be together
But happy